Flabbergasted Fartknockers Discover True Meaning of Life is Not 42

I had a bit of an epiphany today. I hope in a matter of about 15 minutes I can type this out and explain kinda thoroughly.

It's true, I do truly despise some people. It may be my fault, it may be theirs. However, there is a "group", shall I say, that I resent more than anyone. It's like the dark side, I guess. With the exception of some people, I think they're snobby and they think they're better than anyone else. It's kind of the reputation of the group, you know. To be accepted, you have to go through this whole initiation, while they'll be the biggest a-holes (again, except for a selective few). 

I guess this is a thing where it's my fault because I hate them. I don't really know them, but they show me enough of themselves to give me the automatic impression that I would not like to work with these people. Either that or they're going to be hard as a rock on me. But I feel that way because in general, I'm no people-person. I can only talk comfortably with my friends, really. It takes a LOT of time to get to know people, and when that doesn't happen, there's ALWAYS this dead spot in a conversation. 

So, what does this have to do with my so-called epiphany I had today? Well, I was reading a story that I wrote (and I'm proud of, haha), and one of the members of this dark group came to visit. She also shared some of her work. Her work happened to be music and song-writing. She played two songs with her guitar, and I was blown away. They were great. So, I found out that there really is more than meets the eye, and you kind of have to get to know the person before you have to say anything. Man, I hate that about myself. 

That's why I say that sometimes, the people I hate tend to be on my fault. Like the above. I gotta work on that. 

Anyhow, I do love to write. Till another time, y'all~

You Would Win Best Original Screenplay

You are insightful and expressive. You've always been a natural storyteller. You know how to hook an audience, entertain them, and surprise them at the end. Where people see everyday life, you see an engaging plot with interesting characters. You notice details that other people ignore. People you've only met once or twice live inside your head.

What Would You Win an Oscar For?

 

Lovesick Mules Unable to Produce a Rhinoceros

Oh dear, the holiday for every single couple in this world. VALENTINE'S DAY.

Or, well, 98% of couples. Maybe some people make fun of the holiday for it being so commercial or fake or something. Personally, I don't necessarily enjoy this holiday. It may be because I have "nobody" (so to speak), so no love. At least in that kind of way. 

I did get some chocolate from a special friend. Again, thank you very much! My younger sibling ate three of them, hehe. I also got other candies from friends, nothing totally special from a "special" someone. It feels a little lonely, but I get used to it. 

I think Valentine's Day is just a more romantic day than other days and nothing else. I mean, when are couples not romantic/lovey dovey each day? There are those days where they argue over petty things sometimes, but in the end, they end up being lovey dovey again. But I guess it's also a day where every guy and/or girl express their total affection/love/whatever you want to call it to each other, new couples and old. 

One thing that bothers me are the massive stuffed bears that are given on V-Day. I admit some are very cute (I saw a stuffed hedgehog, something you don't see everyday), but really? I don't want a huge white bear staring at me in my room when I sleep. Maybe I'll hide it in my closet. No, that doesn't work either because it feels like a stalker in my closet. I don't know, a super-sized material gift for that special person just doesn't seem like the "spirit" of V-Day.

Blah. I guess I'll post another day. When I first took this quiz I got cynical, but it sounded way too harsh and so I retook it:

Your Valentine's Day Personality is Heartbroken

Valentine's Day is something you could potentially enjoy, but not this year. It just brings up too many bad feelings and memories for you right now. That's the problem with Valentine's Day. It's a double edged sword. The better it feels when you're in a couple, the worse it feels when you're single.

What's Your Valentine's Day Personality?

Intergalactic Pop-Tarts Invade Planet Omigod

So I'm starting to get the hang of this "blogging" thing. Wait, this is only my third post, though.

It's probably from all the other blogs I've read from the nice people I'm stalking now. Hehe. I hope that didn't sound scary again. Seriously, I'm not out there to eat you guys. I love you all too much to do that. Well, most of you.

I don't have too much to say right now. Normally the thoughts are brought on later at night. Yeah, I'm an owl, but I tend to get up earlier than my friends. I hear that some get up at, like, eleven or even noon, but for some reason my eyes kinda open at around 7:30-8:00 in the morning. I guess I'm just really used to getting up and starting my day early. I do get up at 4 a.m. on school days, and I've been doing it for a year and half now (two full years after this school year). I guess getting up really early sticks to you. 

I spent most of my day studying, and took an hour-long nap after that. I plan to study a little bit more later tonight (hopefully), and get a good night's rest at around...oh, well, let's say 11:30? That's normally my bedtime on weekends. 

Hmm, I've been using the word "normally" a lot in this post. I gotta lay off the redundancy. 

Well, I'm off. Till some other day, loves~

You Live Your Live Candidly

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Crack Turtles Check Into Rehab in Hippo's Mouth (repost)

Maybe I was a little too not-very-myself in that first post of mine. Also, I reposted this because somebody [I forgive you, Loony] mentioned my nickname. Sorry for the other two who commented. I did get what you said though, and thanks :]

Also, because I copied and pasted most of the stuff that's here, it's going to look a little funky...Hmm, still trying to get used to this. :/

Now, for those of you who I'm stalking, thanks for accepting me. If you don't know who I am...well, let me know so I can tell you, because I know YOU. (I hope that didn't sound so scary.) Also, don't think I'm doing this because I have to do some project you guys have to do (or at least I don't think so...yet). I'm in the class next door, and remember: I was encouraged by my friends to join. I'll repeat, here I am. 

Yes, I like/tend to repeat myself.

I'm not entirely sure what to talk about now. I am being slightly consistent, however. It is the day after I signed up for this. Watch, I'll be on every few days for the remaining month of February, then maybe only once or twice a week in March, and then I'll forget about it, haha. Well, maybe not. I do hope that I can remain active on this thing, I do enjoy writing in general, just not really about my actual thoughts and such. I believe this may help me out in the real world...maybe?

When you look at it, you kind of open up to the people around you, telling things without really saying them to other people's faces. Maybe you don't have the guts to tell them to your face. I don't know, I think I'm just ranting now. I don't even think that made sense. Well, I guess embarrassment is good for people once in a while.

Hooray for communication. Till tomorrow, I guess~

Also, another random quiz (not the same one from the last post, but that's okay):

Your Ideal Island Vacation is Nevis

On an island vacation, you need the sun, the beach, the sand, and the ocean. In other words, it doesn't take much to make you happy. That's what the vacation is for. Nevis is perfect for a true island vacation aficionado like yourself. It's underrated, small, and laid back. Sure, it's a slower pace, but that's ideal. You won't be overwhelmed with activities, and you'll take the time to truly relax.

What's Your Ideal Island Vacation?

Steroid Monkeys Go On Road Trip to Antarctica

So, I have a blog. Wonderful.

My friends encouraged me to get one, so here I am. Normally, I'm not very consistent with these kinds of things. At one period of time, I'll be "blogging" everyday, and then at another point, I go on once every month. Or something along those lines. But you get what I'm saying, right?

So, I'm still not entirely sure how this website works. I know you post little blog entries and such, but I would like to do something more with this. I don't know, this seems like a fun thing to get hooked on. You blog, you post something cool, and repeat. That's what I kind of plan to do. As you can see, the title of this entry seems a little out-there. You see, I like being weird. I don't see a problem with it. Being weird kind of makes you who you are.

Because I'd like to conceal my identity for personal reasons, I'd like to ask all of my friends that I know personally to call me Blue. I don't want to get yelled at by higher powers for exposing my name and photo and whatnot to the entire world. Or can you make this blog private? Like I said, I still have to navigate my way here. So please, respect my privacy. And my weirdness.

That's all I have to say for now. You might want to expect more from me in the near future. I took a quiz on blogthings.com, "What Kind of Blogger Are You?" A lot of the questions on that quiz don't exactly pertain to me, since I'm not that experienced of a blogger, but here's my results:

You Are a Link Blogger!

Your blog is more about cool links than thoughtful posts. Better to be entertaining and brief than longwinded and boring! If a new meme or crazy story is making the rounds, you're the first to blog about it. People look to you to see what's new and cool.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Till tomorrow or so, starshines~